thursday

2pm ady
y still cant sleep
wake n blogging
two more days to go...
one more night to go...
my phone going to reborn
so tired lately
wait rest day sleep 12 hours =]
its last day of dis month
30th...

rusting~

arghhhhhhhhh
rust ady larh my body
din go gym workout so long ady
kinda tired recently
late sleep early wake
nid to recover my energy
tmr mz go workout d!!
gud nite.everyone

monday

today raining for whole day
its very cold even dint open fan
my rest day i jz sit at home listen to song
raining no mood go out also
bt when my phone start ringing
i rush to answer.n i hear ur voice ♥
im fully energized.very happy to hear it
we hv a very nice talk.i miss you
climax of my day.i tot going to boring whole day
dis few days is nine emperor gods festival
going to rain very often
at there u must take care urself dn fall sick
mz sleep earlier today.tmr 6 mz wake d.tired =(

i dn wn to b a selfish person
i nid to tink frm ur view of point
i will seriously make it wad i told u
no matter hw hard i will do it
aft 3 months...

im satisfied

dis morning
bcz of sunday dat im waiting...
im sleepy,im tired,im exhausted,im starving
bt when i saw u.im relieved
relieved dat u can used to it
knowing more friends at there
n slowly forget about tinking back home
dis is another life for u to b independent...
by knowing much about ur life at there
through ur friends,n ur story to ur parents
all dis is a small matter dat i hear carefully
n manage to make me nt so worry about u
its family day for parents.of cz is family talks
i will quietly wishing u all the best in my heart
pls bcareful.n b more alert.nt everything so easy as u c
i hope u will noe i wn ur safety number 1
im satisfied.cn see u once per week
see u after one more week.all the best!

confused yet so obvious

finally u get back ur phone n msg me
im very happy to c ur message
far away frm here.did u felt dat too?
but whole day messaging wif u
i felt there're smtg changed inside u
izit dis is jz a wrong feeling of mine
or dats changes of u in dis 6days...
or recently...?

at night...at last i knew wads our relation
i tink i noe wad to do aft 3months
love is to c another part of u blessed n happy
pls dn ask me whether u changed or not
i dn noe wad should i ans you
as long as u get wad u wn.i feel worth it
sometime its very hard to predict unpredictable

cant sleep blogging is nt a bad idea
another moment of my life

can i make it...

i told myself to be mean
i told myself to be tougher
bt can i make it?
y m i so weak...
love...
brings u into happiness
but comes along depressed
being mean n cold
jz hurting urself...

in the middle of the night

in dis middle of the dark nite
its my time to update blog agn
guess wad...its my rest day..
dn noe y i can sleep till 2pm so late
ntg special to do...went out find frens
drop at qbm station one cafe n chatting there
another day wif frens spending my time chat
3ppls bt lots of topic n lots of laughter
i tink dis is wad im seeking...laughter
7smtg reached home...sit eat sit pc
dats my day....

ps...from time to time
i still keep looking at my phone for any notification

a better day

morning wake n went for an hour gym workout
few days never do workout d.kinda rusty
aft a hard workout went for work
aft work sit over there n hv a chat wif fren
its kinda gud feeling for me...
say whatever we want.laugh whenever we want
friends talk is a way for me not to focus in another thing
anyway dis is a better day for me...

that familiar voice ♥

was sleeping aft a morning tired work
a call woke me up.an unknown number
answered...its the most familiar voice for me
dint hear dis voice for 3days long already
thanks for calling me up...
althought its a 2minutes long
bt i appreciate it.i never thought u will...
for some reason.i wasn't in a good mood
aft accidentally saw something...
i really shouldn't so curious about it
dint get a gud sleep lately.insomnia.tiring
now,should i be more initiative..let go......

easy going

its my rest day today
sleep till 12 something
suddenly call come ask me go work
cz friend mc no one working
ready up n go to work d
nt so busy at work kinda relax today
at least today can let me busy all day long
not free for some thinking dats good for me =]

ps..i still not used to it....

18/9

finally.....
sunday has come...its time for u alone
u really nid to finiz ur ns for dis 3months
im glad today cn meet u.n gv u wad u need
for the next 6days.my phone is mute...
no one will message me also eh
keep raining really let me miss u jia
i hope u cn do well over there
im waiting for ur message aft 6days
dn forget to cover blanket at night...
i love you

17/9

i dn remember hw long i dint update my blog d
all i noe is very long...
today is your leaving n going to ns
i fetch u go there n say goodbye to u.nt much talking
but inside myself.there're lots i wn to tell u
i will done wad i can to help u d
the day before.i was moodless.for no reason
we less chat recently.all because of me
did u noe i acc u go take the letter for ns
dat moment i think so hard hw to avoid dis
dat moment i was so hard to accept 11/9 is d day
finally we cn suspend for one more week
aft i back i came to fetch u for some procedure
n i dint sleep whole day riding bike fall asleep
jz to acc u for medical check up
bcz i jz wn to cherish all d moment b4 u go
no matter hw hard.1second wif u means alot for me
dis whole week i tried so hard to ignore u
i hope u cn feel dat im bad so dat wont miss me
monday we go out.is d most awful day for me
i wish i cn hug u tight.i dn wn u go actually
bt i choose to be cold.dn wn to talk wif u
bt inside my heart u wont noe my feeling
i hope i make a right decision.for ur own good...
hws ur 1st night over there?
sleep well?turning over and over?cn u used to it?
i hope u cn learn much in ns.u nid to independent
all the best.u cn do it!