its jz like a normal monday
i gt no place to go.all fren working
jz cn stay at home n on9 whole day
bt a call frm fren ask me to go for steamboat
jing huo guo bside new world park
went there jz for a chat wif them cz i gt work
bt i sat down n look back.its my fren ms J
wad a coincidence.go downtown still met her fren
chat wif them around 5minutes then ms J call me
actually i knew wad will happen next
i was so afraid to go further
at beginning i was hoping for a short talk
bt end up sat down n chat wif her n her frens
we talk lots lots lots of my prob
i enjoy the talk.eventhough i dn noe her frens LOL
voice in my heart.d secret.thing i done for her.hw i hurt myself
they seems to guess corret all of it?omg scary wey
dis chat really did gv me hard feeling.sadness
bt at last they do make me feel i should let go
thx ms J.for ur advice n wad u told me all of it
another person dat gt folow my blog.im happy xD
wao my family prob u knew dat too.surprised me o.O
i get wad u mean.n i shouldn't disturb her
end up work time really get emo agn.hahahaha
work time she msg me jz to return her smtg
its like so damn creepy aft i hv a hard chat
u msg me.making me hard to continue my night
i ask her.is it being a normal fren really let u suffer
n i get d ans.nw i noe it.i wont disturb u anymore
i really wishing so hard for ur happiness wif him
i wn to be a normal fren wif u.nt bcz i wn u back
i jz wn to care u as a fren.noe bout hws ur life going
i am worried bout u.bt i never say it out
jz bcz i wana be a fren dat u cn accept...
bt it seems im wrong
who said break up cn be fren?y i cant be fren wif her
im sry if any of my post.my words.my attitude
hurts u.let u tink i wn u back.or even disturbing ur life
my feeling to u.mayb will chg someday
bt rite nw.i jz wn to face it.instead of lying myself
i've told myself.never force myself forget u anymore
bcz dats jz suffer more than normal days
dn worry,nw onwards.ntg important.i wont disturb u
i am sorry,sincerely
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