heartbeats

today so damn busy at work place
seriously im tired,i felt bored of my work place
bcz of dat stupid bonus.i jz cn wait...

im trying nt to tink u ady
bt for no reason.im going my normal day
u jz suddenly appeared in my mind
u makes my heartbeat alive once agn
u dint reply me for 3days dy~
its nt long.bt i felt its so damn long.so damn long...
i miss u so bad right now.i wish u cn msg wif me...

ur bday is coming.i saw u invite all ur frens on 21st
so many.primary frens.secondary frens...jz nt me ='[
i wish u cn jz ask me.im willing to go.i noe yr frens too
bt u jz dn invite me dis fren.im so sad...so depressed
i cn sit at d corner one ppl jz to share ur happiness
dis year.i was going to sing bday song to u agn
i was going to play guitar n sing.jz for u,as a surprise
jz like earlier time of ur bday.make a cake n sing bday song
bt i cant realize my surprise for u anymore dis year
nt even acc u celebrate ur bday.its very hard feeling
past 3years.no matter which date.i jz nid a day wif u
i miss back all the moment.i so miss you.did u noe dat...LJJ

ur bday dis year.if same i make a bday cake for u
will u accept it?as a present frm me dis fren?
i really dnt noe.im scared.u dn wn to accept...
jz let it be normal.if u really dn wn accept.its ok...
u gt lots of fren acc u dis year.sure will very very enjoy it
i miss you right now.hope cn hear more frm u jia