24/8
today nt a nice day for me
i quarrel wif bii jor.....
haiz...is bcz i din do wad she asked for
n im si ai bin.im nt a gud bf...
i din listen to her n do wad she wn...
i really make her angry today
whole night cant sleep lie down until bout 2am
i make her angry me bcz i say wrong thing all dis my fault
25/8
tuesday...
i did went to night market wif bii
aft 2months + ady once agn we went to night market
sad things is bcz of yesterday lorh
still related to yesterday.den bii still angry bout me...
aft work i open webcam n try to fix thing right ady
bt it still never work lyk wad i've thought
be4 go night market msn chat oso quarrel.haiz...
reach ther we oso quarrel agn.bcz dye hair stuff
i duno wad should i do ady.im lost.....
aft back home i dye my hair.bii wn very sharp colour
bt i gt work n dis dn allow me to do dat
if get caught i might nid to dye back to black no more colour
bt she say nvm d dye black back nia lorh bcz tmr nid it
i duno wad to say.aft back i dye my hair
aft 1st attempt d colour still nt sharp enuf
12smtg wash ady dye agn for 2nd time
until 1smtg i wash agn d colour finally clear to be seen(for me)
so tired bt i hope tmr bii saw dis she wont mind anymore
26/8
today off no work 7smtg wake up ady bii cold wake up so i acc her
we r going out to gp celebrate advanced bday party for toto mui
bout 8 stmg i go ready up ady.10smtg go grandma hse
take car ady go fetch bii n toto mui.i didn't late ady today
den go qb to buy present for their fren wasabi cz his bday too
aft dat go KIM GARY take lunch.bii order all for me d
food n drinks all she order.mayb no time ady gua.so xing fu hor?
aft dat eat lorh.come wad jiu eat wad le din go care
ate finiz den we r heading to gp.go ther play norh ^^
bt on d way in car toto say today black oso gt go
dat really make me mind.i dn like him n hate to c him
i dn wn go out time he oso gt go same place wif bii
im lack of confidence.i still dn blif myself.dn blif i cn...
den bii oso say her bro gt go gp lorh wn go meet him
reach gp nia go T 1st lorh.den go up find bii d fren
they meet up den take pic i walk walk at ther norh
den bii oni walk come call me go take pic wif her o
smtg happen lorh.aft dat we go down new wing ther find toto sis
find so long duno at wher walk lai walk ki lorh
aft dat bii ka start talk to me back.suddenly i saw her bro
i told her lorh.den she lyk shock fast c c c wher lorh
den c tiok le she msg wif him tell her bro saw him norh
den we oni go redbox 3smtg ady dat time
reach down time saw her dear den folow them in room le lorh
go in time they start sing ady.bii oso sit diao le norh
aft dat her fren come find her.den bii go out
bt go out she never came back.she went for at least 30min
left me alone inside ther.inside ther really so worry bout her
i totally duno wher she go.she never told me.jz go out lyk dat
her dear ask me go find her.i oso say nnt.wher to find her???
haiz...dat time really jz cn wait for her.dn dare msg her oso
i noe msg her she sure scold me agn d say cant go izit
so i dn msg her n find her oso.until toto bf adrain came
den bii oso back jor.i oso dn wn say anything norh
she came back ady dats gud.she oso din say go wher or anything
i tell her go T lorh.go to do "something" lorh.aikz...so emo
aft dat back room she ask me y go so long go wher.i say T
din tell her wad happen oso.aft dat we sing very happy norh
den sing bday song for toto n wasabi.bii n adrain jiu at ther play
i duno wad they play oso nerh.lol...2 ppl at ther =.='''
aft finiz bout 5 we go up cinema ther lorh
go toilet wif bii den saw tiok nicky wif her gal i tink
he wn wait for bii out.lolz...den out time bii noe dat gal d
chat for awhile den oso walk our own ady.go find d big gang.xD
go glitters sit n chat if nt mistaken.den bii n dear go back chat
gals' secret.haha.den i oso chat wif adrain lorh.bored
den go escalator ther stand.haha.take some fresh air
bii suddenly come call me norh.tot she still chatting d =.=
den we go CYC play.go ther bii wif her dear walk walk norh
ntg do den go play game wif adrain.aft finiz nia find bii
bt duno she go wher cant find tiok her.haiz...go play agn lorh
den oni she came back.i finiz nia fast go find her ady
duno wad happen oso they at ther talk lyk smtg happen
i keep shake bii d hand n ask her wad happen
bt she never notice n chat wif her frens.haiz...
i get angry cz din bother me den i walk go out ther n sit lorh
really get angry ady no 1 bother me.go out ther 1 ppl sit
aft dat bii oni call me go in.den go in lorh.we say all dis
i din tell bii go wher let her worry i really gt fault...
aft dat...d thing dat i hate d most finally happened
dat CB black really came up.wif his tukao LC frens
all damn tukao d so hate it.den i tell all dis related to him lorh
we talk all.dat time oni noe dat he bcame bii d fren back jor
i really duno d.dat time oni noe.den i noe.i shouldn't mind ady
nw they both r fren.they cn chat as usual lyk any1 ady
i noe he never gv up bii d.bt nw i mz 4get all dis ady...
7smtg me bii toto n adrain 4 ppl go pm norh wn eat steambot ^^
i really mz thx they 2.thx they let bii smile back...
i really make her angry me i duno hw to make her smile back ady
thx to them bii smile back jor norh.i really appreciate their help
at steambot shop time we play alot.bii oso smile back jor
we chat so many talk ka adult stuff.haha.really so funny
all ppl oso stared at us.oni mui dn undstd.still small.haha
at least b4 back bii she laf back jor.im glad shes nt quiet ady
eat so full nerh.aft dat we go pharmacy buy wash face d lorh.hehe
den rain jor.bii go T i go car take umbrella norh
den go back find them back car.we r going back home le norh ^^
d road so jam nerh duno y.haha.somemore rain.bt nvm we in car
aft put them i back ady norh ^^.today i did some mistake
bt i hope dis is my last time.i hope i cn do it
i dn wn aft dis time bii dn wn wif fren out agn.i really dn wn
today bii gt take many pic.mostly oso wif frens too
i so regret make her angry.today went out we manage to take 2 oni
bii today so beautiful.bt i mess things up.blame myself bah.haiz
today dis 2 couple enjoy d steambot d pic o ^^
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27/8
back to work ady lorh today.so sien nia miss yesterday wif bii
aftnoon time dat stupid digi suddenly system down
WTH!!!all d advertisement oso fake d lie ppl d
say wad 'i will folow u'..folow u go toilet larh
system down for 1h++.causes me n bii cant contact each other nia
so hate it nerh.aft dat cn use le norh finally cn msg wif bii le
den toto mui gt msg me ask me bout yesterday.den tell her lorh
i tell her my prob.hope she cn help tiok me oso nia d
bt she told bii i tink.bii jiu ask me lorh.aft dat i call bii
we really argue for very long.i make she so angry.IM SORRY BII
we talk alot bout my prob.connected wif yesterday too
dat moment i realize dat.im a failure person
i gv her too much disappointment.i cant get her trust back ady
i promise her so many.bt agn n agn i make her disappointed
even i apologize to her bt i cant get her trust back anymore
no more.no more trust toward me.i cnt find back dat trust.its GONE
aft dat we hang up ady i oso back to work.bii go eat n watch mv
i really so hope dat today she really gv me a hard lesson
n i said smtg to her dat gv me d biggest n hardest pressure
i really use alot of guts to tell her dat sentence
i've made my decision to chg bt i oso decide to take d pressure
28/8
today gt work d.bt lie boss told him im sick cant go work lorh
off for 2nd day in dis week ady ^^.today is toto mui d bday
today shes going out wif adrain cz her actual bday date
den ask me n bii go out oso norh.dat day i've make her angry
so i hope today we cn get few nice picture back n happy wif her
early in d morning bout 7 woke up ady.aft take bath i wn go H
bt suddenly heavy rain agn.omgosh i wait till 10smtg still raining
den no choice too late ady ltr bii they wait me too long
bout 11 wear raincoat under heavy rain go grandma hse lorh
den oni bath do ok le go fetch bii n mui.haha
still raining bt lucky drive car norh.go ther wait they 2 so long
finally they come down ady.haha.taking umbrella.phew~so cold
bii hungry so plan take them go nasi kandar eat.adrain reach QB ady
den go QB fetch him together go oso lorh if nt let him alone wait us
so jam on d way going QB.somemore rain can faint ki lerh me xD
aft fetch him we head to nasi kandar.haha.still raining lerh =.=
reach time all run go inside.hahax.den bii n me go order norh
den we say 'funny' things agn.haha.so funny nia wn eat oso cant
at ther laf non stop.den adrain oso laf me bii n adrain 3 ppl say
toto jiu at ther look at us curiously.hahax.totally duno wad we chat
we talk until so far make me going to vomit cant eat anymore.haha
den we going to QB le ^^.aft park we go up buy ticket le norh
we 4 going to watch UP.haha.then they 2 buy another mv ticket
den go T 1st lorh.haha.left few mins oni.aft T wn go in ady lorh
adrain taught me hw to style hair lerh.haha.2gals outside waiting d
adrain n toto go find frens me n bii go in 1st le norh ^^
we took few pic le nerh.kekez.so sweet.cn take pic wif bii le ^^
aft dat go in watch ady.very funny norh dat movie n cute character
aft finiz watching bout 4smtg ady.den they 2 going in ady
we tell them we dn wn watch norh.let them go watch cn ady.haha
aft they go in bii n me jiu folow our plan.haha.go wash pic
we wn do present for toto norh go wash pic n do a calender ^^
dat calender gt bii n toto d pic d do very nice bii oso like it ^^
aft dat go buy frame n pen ady go KFC wn do.bt no scissors
den i fast run back popular buy agn.hahax.den back KFC lyk nt safe
den we go back car do.their mv watch finiz d bt still nt done yet
haha do lyk wad ady nt enuf time.they 2 alwayz call our hp
call till BAO GEI le.xDDD.lie them we 2 watching mv ko lorh.haha
den i move my car frm B3 to B20.kinda far d distance between dis 2
aft done decorating den we go down find them lorh.haha
we go try couple d shirt norh.xixi.so nice nerh.gt take pic oso
aft dat oni call they 2 come find us.we go T.they duno go in find
den come out time oni kek.haha.adrain say he stomach ache lorh
den i simply say cold joke bt he laf oso.pain somemore cn laf xp
we go walk walk lorh wif toto d fren xDDD.so funny nia lerh
me bii n adrain 3 ppl at ther titi say.oni we 3 undstd nia
aft dat say wn back ady he stomach ache lorh get rid of them
den oni we 4 go KFC sit down.wakaka.ntg do at ther talk nonsense =.=
aft dat say wn go fun fair norh cz no rain ady.bt stop by ROTIBOY
aft eat dat coffee bun we go up take car oni drive go park fun fair
den we go up pretend lyk car lost ady.haha.i say tiok tarik ady
so funny nia.den adrain oso so serious find.toto n him go find
they go down n up find.bii n me run go B20 sit car den go find them
call them at ther dn run ady wait for us.haha.i oso find ka siao
den they saw us in car time kek ka siao.haha.adrain innocent d
he stomach ache bt nvm larh acc her wife.haha.her nice bday present
toto say dis year is her unforgetable bday ady.haha.play ka siao
den we go fun fair play le norh ^^.oni me n adrain play nia
walk awhile his dad reach d gtg.den we oso going back ady norh ^^
today very happy cn go out wif bii bii.i hope cn lyk dis everytime
wish toto enjoy too today n hv a nice bday dis year ya
29/8
today back to work agn.bt today wad 'wad a day for me'.LOL
today head say boss going to cut down d cost no business
den im blacklisted lorh cz still under trial period
so if fire me oso nnt pay me any extra money.hahax
den i oso ntg lorh heard dis news cz nw d head damn lousy
im nt who to judge him.bt i cn judge him as a customer status
b4 back going to reach 6 time boss come call me n another go out
den tell us lorh tiok fire.inform us 7days b4 actual date
haha.dat time i was lyk wth say so many oso no extra salary d
aft dat oso back ady lorh.tell boss i wont work 100% ady d
cz nw noe tiok fire oso den dn wn gv me salary on d spot
d world is so reality.hahahaha.so sry im a selfish ppl o boss xD
30/8
today go work norh.den bii n me say tiok wn play toto n adrain
wn lie them say i lost my job bcz of them.bii tell adrain msg me
den i tell him all dis lorh.haha.so funny nia lie adrain
he oso say find job for me.bt i jz lie him get fire bcz of them
other oso real d norh din lie them.haha.aft dat oni tell d truth
adrain at ther swt den say me lorh.haha.they 2 oso say sry to me
bt im jz joking hope they 2 no hard feeling o ^^
today gt work norh din go find bii bii.we msg whole day nia
today 30/8.oso me n bii we 2 d 1year 2months le ^^
toto oso gt wish we 2 nerh.duno hw she noe oso d.haha
bii although we r nt together.bt my heart will alwayz b with u
ur existance make my world full with joy n happiness
thx.bii bii.i love you31/8
today aft work 7pm rush for 2nd job 7pm to 9pm lorh
haha.so tired nia bt cn earn more nvm norh
back nia aft bath call bii norh.we chat chat norh ^^
aft dat bii oni sleep le norh tmr gt skul back le
today is national day o.happy national day to all malaysian
1/9
today bii gt skul le so dn wn go night market ady
wn let bii rest more norh.aft work i go night market norh
wn go chg thing for bii.aft chg jiu back le
b4 back suddenly gt ppl faint on d road
bii say go c ltr AH1N1 so scary nia hope nt lyk dat
night bii watch movie aft wash face jiu call her le norh
den oni she go sleep.somemore say sweet wif me.sweet si.haha
2/9
today last day work ady o.muahahaha.friday last day d
bt 1 day is off another day is public holiday d
so back cn rest till siao ady wait take salary xDDD
bii aftnoon take nap le norh.aft work wait for her wake up
bii wake up eat nia i called her.bt once agn we gaduh agn
haiz.wads wrong wif me actually.y i alwayz make her angry d
dis time we really gaduh so so cham.den she tell me thing
y everytime we talk phone oso will gaduh.meet time wont
y phone sure angry bt go out time din angry cn happy
izit happy gv bii wif me or gt her fren wif her???
dis few words although very short.bt its enuf to hurt me
i noe all bii said make sense.bt d ans is im happy out wif u
i wish dat every moment u r bside me.bt i noe its impossible
dats y when we go out i will b very happy n enjoy dat moment
we go out i oso gt make u angry i never din make u angry at all
jz dat we go out time make u angry d % is lower
bcz of dis i really hurt so much.go out time no matter wif who
i wish u wif my sincere heart.as long as u r happy im ntg
i caused u get angry n broke ur water bottle.sry for dat bii
3/8
today our chinese calender 15th of 7th month
mz go down grandma hse pray norh.go ther eat oso
12smtg go down le.fetch sis go down.go ther pray ady eat norh
suddenly rain agn.2pm ady still raining bii going to back home d
at ther hope no rain norh.finally no rain ady fast fast back
on d way coming back heavy rain agn.arghhhh.no raincoat lerh
no choice ride till back home ady lorh.reach home time bii back d
she eat n do hw all lorh.i oso ntg do wait for her oni
bout 5 lyk dat she wn take nap le norh.called her 1st
aft woke up we on9 chat norh.we talk bout hw we met n b4 d bii ^^
den say aft met bii i've totally chg to another person norh ^^
bii jiu say very sweet things to me.i c tiok really very sweet
d sentence is lyk dis....
xiexie pei wo guo mei yi tian
xiexie ni zai wo shen bian pei wo
xiexie ni de ai ..rang wo jue de hen xing fu
xie xie ni bao rong wo de yi qie
xie xie ni bu duan zai wo shen bian gei wo gu li
xiexie ni dang wo yao shen me ni dou hui man zhu wo
xie xie ni pei wo chu qu
xie xie ni mai dong xi gei wo
xie xie ni de deng ai
xie xie ni suo zuo de yi qie yi qiei c tiok i duno wad to say.its so sweet bt i hurt her so many
i felt im wrong to her im nt a gud bf norh dat time
bt i will chg all dis no matter wad.i will do it jz for u bii
i wont let u down d bii.words dn prove anything
bt time will prove dat no 1 in dis world love u more than i do
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