rite nw.im awake nt drunk anymore
i cn write wads in my mind clearly =]
today till 11smtg i in work oni msg u
said izit u forget to reply me yesterday till nw
bt u replied is u fall asleep dint reply
if dats d reason impossible 11smtg still dint wake
aft i ask u.u said u early woke up ady today
dat jz makes me even more confused
i tink dats nt wad i should care anymore...
i tink dat 'fren' is acc-ing you the whole night.and early morning
am i right about dis?my 6th sense.i think i never noe dis ans
at least nw i cn lie myself u gt someone there for u to make u smile
im nt gud enuf.i never blame u for dis decision actually
i noe u r adult.bt i jz worry about u sometime
sometime u r jz being too tough.n careless in smtg
i scare 'he' cant take care of u n hurt u let u down
i hope 'he' will be the one u wn.always protect u.love u
nw onwards no matter who u wif.i will tell myself
u gt someone dat u wn.u nid.in ur world
lying myself.will make me feel better.to let go everything
today i told myself mz concentrate work dn reply u
bt i still cant control myself keep replying u
when u said u going return ur phone
dats d 1st time ever.i be so mean to u
said i ntg to talk wif u and bye dn reply me agn
dats d hardest time for me to type it.dis really hurts me
to make me forget u.1st mz make u hate me n ignore me
dats d 1st step.i hope 1st step cn make me wake up
no one will undstd the feeling of mine
today i go work at pc fair last minute ask me to work d
i agree n thought i cn bz whole day wont tink of u anymore
bt i cant make it.i nid some more time to do it
the saddest part was when i start to ride bike back home
the moment i start my journey.my eyes start to get wet
i think of u so badly.think y is dis happen so sudden
all the way back my tears out by itself.cant control.cover by my helmet
dis is nt wad i planned.actually i was waiting ur ns to finiz
i knew dis will happen one day.bt i hoping cn hv a memory of u
i gt so many places to go wif u
its the place i wanted to go n the place u promise to go wif me
mayb u forget ady bt i still rmb.tot aft u finiz ns we cn go all these places
bt all dis jz happen so sudden.nw we r a stranger frens
all dis nt going to come true anymore
the places u wish to go.all research dat i done for our vacation.gone...
i tink other than d time we exchange back hp
no more chance n reason for me to meet u anymore...
as a fren identity.cn i still joke n laf in front of u...
i nid much much more of time.i wish i cn go to a lonely place
i dn wn stay over here.im suffering every moment nw
LJJ.me n u.cant be a couple.bt be fren is hard for me.im sry
i ask u in everything.bcz i love u.i respect u
when i do it my ways.u jz scold at me.bcz dats nt u wn
its nt i dn hv my own mind set.jz i wn u happy
bt i tink i ask too much.let u become frustrated
n finally end up like dis~
i tink all dis while.i dn undstd u.dats my problem
friday gt ur fren fetch u.i dn noe whos dat.bt careful
our date??i dn noe wad to say bout it...
dis blog slowly had bcome my diary =[ .a half diary
still rmb u was going to gv me a call?
i wait for it.i wish for it.n i never get it
every night im waiting for ur call did u noe dat
y im still waiting for ur call jz nw.i noe it wont happen
u lie to me.u dn gv me a chance to hear it anymore
ur voice.will b most familiar voice in my heart...
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