tmr is 11/11/11

early morning late sleep agn
sleepy bt jz cant sleep when lie down
my mom asked me
y recently u so late sleep n early wake
i jz cn smile n walk away
bcz i dn noe hw to ans ur question
in my dream.its very suffer for me
today i hypnotize myself to sleep
forcing myself to sleep long enough
awake n keep lying at bed.till 6pm wake up
no one at home.alone eat bath sit sofa look up at sky
my life is so meaningless right now

tmr is 11/11/11
its the day im waiting for to do smtg for u
bt i dn hv dis chance anymore...
u at there.sure rmb dis day.cz spend wif ur frens
at dis special day.im wishing to hang out wif u
bt for u.u will rmb dis day.cz u at NS go trough
im nt asking for anything more
jz hope cn get a call frm u.calling me dis fren...

the moon looks very nice for me
bt i jz cn pray to the moon.to make my wish come true
its 15th of chinese calender
hope u at there.look up the sky if see the moon
its the same moon u see jz like me

from time to time.im talking to sky.asking myself
wad r u doing right now.is it chatting n enjoying?
imagine-ing wad u doing right there...
STUPID.yet its a way for me to comfort myself